May 13, 2012
Mother’s day was not great this year. Everyone in our immediate family came to have dinner with mom at her house. They paid more attention to whatever sports was on tv rather than my mom who was just sitting in the midst with no one talking to her. She couldn’t eat due to the cancer so she just watched everyone else eat. Where was I? Sitting in the back bedroom bawling my eyes out. As sad as I felt for my mom, I just couldn’t get myself together enough to go out there with everyone without falling apart. I knew this was my last mother’s day with mom but I just couldn’t stop thinking about my husband leaving me. What kind of daughter am I? What could I do?